成长的足迹-清华学子心路历程-II

**篇 离家的感觉 不曾离开家 .........................................................................................................2 我，一个人 .........................................................................................................4 我在北京挺好的 .................................................................................................6 心中的那一缕思念..............................................................................................8 静夜思 ................................................................................................................11 跨越1080..........................................................................................................12 擦干泪水，勇于面对 ........................................................................................15 假如生活欺骗了你............................................................................................18 学骑自行车 .......................................................................................................20 第二篇 独立的起点 做回真正的自己 ...............................................................................................24 傻姑娘 ...............................................................................................................27 淡泊明志，宁静致远 ........................................................................................30 从贵州到北京—走得很累 ............................................................................33 开始独立，不再依赖 ........................................................................................35 无法完成的任务 ...............................................................................................38 破晓 ...................................................................................................................41 青春不2 不精彩 ...............................................................................................44 你寂寞寂寞就好 ...............................................................................................46 viii 成长的足迹ii— 清华学子心路历程 学会成长，学会生活 ........................................................................................48 风雨如歌—记我在清华的点滴成长 ............................................................50 学会独立，告别依赖 ........................................................................................53 告别午睡 ...........................................................................................................55 学习独立 ...........................................................................................................57 未来会怎样 .......................................................................................................59 没有妈妈的日子里............................................................................................61 我的室友 ...........................................................................................................64 军训的辛酸 .......................................................................................................66 一道浅浅车轮印 ...............................................................................................68 第三篇 知识的天空 让我告诉你什么是大学 ....................................................................................72 别较劲儿 ...........................................................................................................75 走出颓废—一笔宝贵的财富 ........................................................................77 突然转变 ...........................................................................................................80 如果我的一生就这样庸庸碌碌地度过 ............................................................83 一个酒井人的计算机之路 ................................................................................85 我行吗 ...............................................................................................................87 坚持理想 ...........................................................................................................90 倔强地活在牛人之中 ........................................................................................92 用生命来学习 ...................................................................................................95 百年纠结 ...........................................................................................................99 患得患失 ..........................................................................................................101 做我自己的选择 ..............................................................................................104 认识法学 ..........................................................................................................107 记一次存在性危机...........................................................................................110 ix 目 录 转系的艰难 ......................................................................................................113 第四篇 一起走过的日子 陪你一同走过 ..................................................................................................116 借助风的力量飞翔...........................................................................................119 我的态度是拥抱 ..............................................................................................121 把心打开 ..........................................................................................................123 我们 ..................................................................................................................125 我想好好睡觉 ..................................................................................................128 一人食 ..............................................................................................................130 为什么孤独一人 ..............................................................................................132 那难以挽回的悲剧...........................................................................................134 柳暗花明的“断奶期” ...................................................................................136 爱的力量 ..........................................................................................................138 没有rp 的悲哀 ................................................................................................140 沟通触动我心 ..................................................................................................142 有闺蜜真好 ......................................................................................................144 经历抑郁 ..........................................................................................................146 素质测试 ..........................................................................................................155 伴随微积分考试度过的生日 ...........................................................................157 我的生日 ..........................................................................................................159 旁观者 ..............................................................................................................162 第五篇 悬在空中的王子 爱情呀你慢慢来 ..............................................................................................166 误以为爱情、真正的爱情 ...............................................................................169 x 成长的足迹ii— 清华学子心路历程 身往重洋，心向何方 .......................................................................................171 独恋 ..................................................................................................................174 在清华的情感小出轨 .......................................................................................177 一见钟情不可靠 ..............................................................................................179 我的王先生 ......................................................................................................180 悬在空中的王子，失去翅膀的天使—被风吹过的夏天 ...........................183 天堂地狱人间 ..................................................................................................186 没有不会好的伤 ..............................................................................................189 雨后·阳光温热 ..............................................................................................191 失恋过去时 ......................................................................................................193 第六篇 刻骨铭心的伤痛 突如其来的灾难 ..............................................................................................198 走出严寒，春暖花开 .......................................................................................201 突如其来的痛 ..................................................................................................204 是福是祸？一波三折的清华路 .......................................................................206 我得了脂肪肝 ..................................................................................................209 刻骨铭心的伤 ..................................................................................................212 清华印象之体育 ..............................................................................................214 放低目标，相信自己 .......................................................................................217 付出与收获 ......................................................................................................219 拉练有感 ..........................................................................................................221 跑步的体悟 ......................................................................................................223 退课风波 ..........................................................................................................225 我的裁判进阶之路...........................................................................................228 全力奔跑 ..........................................................................................................230 苦痛中的挣扎 ..................................................................................................232 xi 目 录 第七篇 多样的身份 来华学日语 ......................................................................................................236 我的成长 ..........................................................................................................238 大学，可以和以前一样快乐吗 .......................................................................240 做梦与现实 ......................................................................................................242 孤独 ..................................................................................................................244 在异乡奋斗的一年...........................................................................................245 绝望与重生 ......................................................................................................246 我想当翻译家 ..................................................................................................248 语言障碍 ..........................................................................................................250 关于朋友的定义 ..............................................................................................253 一个更好的自己 ..............................................................................................255 那一次我哭了 ..................................................................................................257 “必须”与“真正” .......................................................................................259 逆袭的“工科男”...........................................................................................261 成长的足迹 ......................................................................................................263 军旅生涯感悟 ..................................................................................................266 磨炼，是为了更好地成长 ...............................................................................268 在清华奏响乐章 ..............................................................................................270 第八篇 自我管理的旅程 大一在清华 ......................................................................................................274 复调梦想 ..........................................................................................................276 阳光长跑的教训与反思 ...................................................................................279 午睡—难以割舍的情结 ...............................................................................281 xii 成长的足迹ii— 清华学子心路历程 寻找自己的节奏 ..............................................................................................283 睡觉乃一大要事 ..............................................................................................286 三年清华，无悔青春 .......................................................................................288 接受一切，重新生活 .......................................................................................293 走开，拖延症 ..................................................................................................296 决心改变自己 ..................................................................................................299 我的“演讲恐惧症” .......................................................................................301 并没有想象中那样糟 .......................................................................................303 晚睡与自制 ......................................................................................................306 走出迷茫 ..........................................................................................................308 第九篇 自我认识 我为什么来这里 ..............................................................................................312 安安和小岛的故事...........................................................................................315 惨烈而丰富的童年...........................................................................................318 听自己的声音 ..................................................................................................320 颓废与逃避 ......................................................................................................323 为什么班长不再是我 .......................................................................................326 悲剧主义的花朵 ..............................................................................................329 我去哪儿了 ......................................................................................................332 强者的天空 ......................................................................................................334 我的心路历程 ..................................................................................................336 哪有那么多的不敢...........................................................................................340 在清华遇到的困难和解决过程 .......................................................................342 我要放弃吗 ......................................................................................................345 “自立”与“自理” .......................................................................................348我的“胆怯病” ..............................................................................................351